You're hardworking, you're willing to learn and improve but you feel your path is different from your goal. This might because you're often distracted by trivial problems. You have to focus on the key issues related to your success.
Make sure you're keep
I woke up at 5:30am (still adjusting to the time difference) and captured this Sedona Sunrise. We have a pretty spectacular view from our room, I am pinching myself that I get to wake up to this for the next few days. I loved the little yellow lights in t